I've been wanting to journal for quite some time now. Not sure if I want this to be public or not, but, we'll see.
I'm changing. A lot. I LOVE how I'm feeling lately and I owe it all to Isagenix and sticking with it. I feel like I need more ME time too. The Ls will be going over to a neighbor's house one morning a week starting this week. We had an awesome 2nd bday celebration with them this weekend. They are so stinking adorable!
Timmy is on the road again. I miss being a work widow...I know that sounds odd , but it's true. When he's gone for more than a few days, I get into a "groove" of sorts and it just seems to work. Don't get me wrong, I love when he's home frequently...I just miss my ME time sometimes. Ok, a lot of times. :)
I'm in a local Mommies group on Facebook and feel like a complete outsider. I've had social anxiety for a few years now (which is odd for anyone that has known me for any length of time). I WANT to be accepted there. I don't NEED it. I just want it...I want to develop a good friendship with my peers and I miss having someone I can confide in. It'd just be nice to SHARE things with a woman friend.
That sounds so dumb when I write it.
