Life is so crazy lately.  Between jewelry, Isagenix, the twins, the hubby, trying to feel better from this last bout of being sick...I just feel very whelmed.


I LOVE being a mom.  I love being a wife too...I just want a break, a down day, a whole day devoted to just me lol.  Wait...isn't that Mother's Day?  When is that again?  Soon...I think. I doubt Tim will be here though. Figures.


I had to tell one of my very best friends that I found out her boyfriend and father of her youngest was cheating on her.  Very upsetting to have to do that...I wondered if I did the right thing.  Now I know I did the right thing.  I wouldn't've been able to live with myself if I hadn't've told her.  


Amazing thing this beautiful occurrence we call "life".  All the ups, downs, ins and outs.

The first of many...

I've been wanting to journal for quite some time now.  Not sure if I want this to be public or not, but, we'll see.


I'm changing. A lot. I LOVE how I'm feeling lately and I owe it all to Isagenix and sticking with it. I feel like I need more ME time too.  The Ls will be going over to a neighbor's house one morning a week starting this week.  We had an awesome 2nd bday celebration with them this weekend.  They are so stinking adorable!


Timmy is on the road again.  I miss being a work widow...I know that sounds  odd , but it's true. When he's gone for more than a few days, I get into a "groove" of sorts and it just seems to work.  Don't get me wrong, I love when he's home frequently...I just miss my ME time sometimes. Ok, a lot of times. :)


I'm in a local Mommies group on Facebook and feel like a complete outsider.  I've had social anxiety for a few years now (which is odd for anyone that has known me for any length of time). I WANT to be accepted there.  I don't NEED it.  I just want it...I want to develop a good friendship with my peers and I miss having someone I can confide in.  It'd just be nice to SHARE things with a woman friend.  


That sounds so dumb when I write it.