How the hell is it June 22nd already? We're halfway through the year 2012. What've I done this year? Sold some jewelry, lost some weight, battled depression and loneliness. Played with the twins a lot. Met a few new people...most that I really like.
I know one thing for sure: I did NOT think Tim would still be doing heavy haul . It sucks. I miss him. I MAKE MYSELF remind myself and the kids every day about how awesome their daddy (my hubby) is and how, in some way, the time away is worth it.
But it's not. I miss my husband. I'll be 41 a month from today. With 2 year old twins. BAHAHAHAHA. Oy vey!
I miss Bethany. I worry about her all of the time. I worry she's not eating right, sleeping enough, working too hard, not taking enough time to just sit back and enjoy the little things in life. I wonder if she'll ever find "love" or someone that she can really connect with.
I really feel like something BIG is coming by the end of the year...I wish I could identify what it was or what it pertained to. I HOPE that it's Tim finding a local job so that we can have a somewhat "normal" day-to-day life. I HOPE that my jewelry really takes off. I HOPE that we all remain healthy and lively.
That's a lot to hope for, no?
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